As I wake today and look to the other side of the bed, I wonder where my beloved husband has wandered off to, once more. Once more I’m reminded that he’s no longer there, nor here. Four years ago today, I would be waking up on my own as well. […]
Estimated reading time: 7 minutes
Another moment where I’m blessed with my husband’s presence, if only in another dream. Where I rarely would ever dream, now I seem to be getting more of them and, thankfully, involving my beloved husband. Saturday night presented me with a dream of the movies, once more sitting beside my […]
Estimated reading time: 2 minutes
My usual morning wake up was a little different today, for which I’m not only surprised but grateful to the Universe for this gift. I’ve been feeling pretty low, suffering another bout of depression, and disgusted at the fact that I can’t shift this damned weight I’ve put on for […]
Estimated reading time: 4 minutes
I’m sitting at the mall, like I did in Florida, like I’ve done before. I’ve finished my breakfast sandwich and now sip my coffee while watching the shops open, life being breathed into the machinations of the day. But, my beautiful love, you should be sitting across from me. A […]
Estimated reading time: 2 minutes
Yesterday I went to my mother’s resting place at the mausoleum. It’s been over ten years since I’d been there; the last time was when Michael wished to go and ask for permission to marry me. I had to ask the attendants there where she rested because I couldn’t remember […]
Estimated reading time: 4 minutes